Sometimes I wonder what the heck I am doing right now and for the succeeding days that follows. Sometimes I do get lost and loose myself every once in a while. And afterwards it is all still the same. No change. No purging. No vivid realizations. All that is left of me are pieces of broken shards pieced together sloppily with crazy glue. Highly volatile and most likely to cave in.
Please whisk me away... Anywhere. Somewhere.
I am standing on the edge. Leaning.
The light of the morning sun
filters into the little room.
The memories of children playing
traipses about, climbing up the ceiling
and running around the room.
I see you, gazing outside.
Where have you gone?
What have you learned?
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I woke up with two distinct headaches in my head. Just right above my temple. Hiding underneath a blanket of my thick and unruly hair.
I was quite a moody person actually that day. I can feel the jolly jolly mood prancing around me, scattering petals of spring flowers stowed in a ribbon-clad basket, freshly picked from the highest mountain peaks. As I burn every petal with this devious mood. I feel like I am growing horns.
Luck has decided to hide around corners of halls and underneath staircases. As battalions of annoyances marched forth towards me. I got a stick of cigarette and lit up. Inhaling and exhaling the sweet smoke filled with nicotine. Intoxicating? yes. Satisfying? yes.
My eyes followed the stream of smoke coming from my cigarette as it led my eyes to the unfailing brilliance of the moon. The sky is clear. The moon almost full.
"That's why!", I thought. Answers flooded my mind.
Kurt Vonnegut just died at the age of 84... Dammit!!
Better rush to the nearest bookstore and buy all his titles...
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And yes, I am still in the office due to added responsibilities and work load.
So my YM status message in the next few days will be: DND or Die
So much for the weekend vacation... hehehehe....
Shapes, Texture, Color, People.
The things that caught my eye during the holy week 2007. It may be far-off from the season, but I still like these shots. I never went out the house for the longest time, that's why. And the only time I went out, these are the only shots that I took. No need to be spiritual with my photos. I did enough of that at home. Thanks to my 1MP PDA camera.
Geez! I need a new camera.... Click on the picture for more photos...
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Alone together in the darkness, I learned the meaning of your tears.
You saw zooming comets and swirling galaxies in your journey to find peace.
Tears pour down from a clear blue sky. Someday they'll change into a smile.
Sleep. For tomorrow you slay your demons.
Antipolo. Amici. Starbuck's. Yellow Cab. Flights of fancy, exploits in a whim.
Because everyone else is boring. And because you are different.
Where do we go now? In our world of pure elation.
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It's a difficult thing to fight away paranoia.
I had paranoia with my settings therefore, I overdid my shots. I am not proud of my shots because I know that I could have done better. Although, I will still share these pictures because it was one hell of a trip. I did enjoy my trip there and these people are cool models.
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My first trip to Bolinao, Pangasinan with some of my new found friends. We frolicked in the sun and sand like there is no tomorrow. There was skimming and frisbee, all you need for a good time. and of course, food. Hehehehe! Here are pictures taken with my PDA phone. SLR pics to follow until i have it processed already. Damn 35mm! but, still cool. har har!
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This is just another round of random photoness produced with a mobile phone camera and PDA camera. So, these are just inanimates, resident camwhores, senseless subjects and the like. You may or may not enjoy these photos, but I am still posting these anyway. Nyahahaha!
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We got free tickets because of work but, we had to go and traverse on the ledge of Music Museum to install streamers. This Event taught me a lot about exposure in low light situations. Because, as usual, I did manual settings and just approximate lighting conditions due to that I don't have a light meter and i'm using film. I should have trusted my hunches instead of getting paranoid and setting the shutter speed slower. And bringing a tripod is always handy. Well, that's what it's all about... experimenting and practice. so next time i will get rockin' photos! Well, we enjoyed the concert anyway! it was so sublime! You could feel the electrfying energy bouncing around the place. That's Wolfgang and Razorback for you! Basti, Kevin.. Salute!
Peachie, my associate, and I were sick and tired of work stuff and the demands of our bossing. So, we decided to go and make an escape to the nearest Starbuck's for our own dose of caffeine fix. And since I had a PaS camera on hand I decided to turn her into a camwhore. Click on the picture for more of the rebellion.
Just sharing my characters in World of Warcraft. It took a lot of hard work to raise their levels and collect good equipment for them.
SheeRa: Human Paladin
Skeletara: Undead Shadow Priest
Zidane: Human Warrior
Morgana: Gnome Warlock
Here I am to where I think I am happy. Here I am to the direction I wanted to go. But, still I am left with a broken spirit shattered to a thousand shards scattered in all directions.
Just when you think you recover from one near fatal blow to another, you are confronted with the aftershocks and a fresh batch of setbacks and barriers as if it wasn't enough. You are brainwashed to the truth that the sunrise exists for a blazing, darkening sunset. And you just have hope to keep you going. Never knowing to what lengths it would take you.
And still you fall face flat on the floor. And still you forge on. and on. and on. Thinking that beating yourself with a nice and sturdy baseball bat clenched in your fists feels better. Or maybe not.
As I said, I wasn't able to take pictures of the church wedding and the reception because I was busy. No help from my trusty camera who at the last minute broke down. So I had to use a less trusty camera, where I have to do manual light metering with only my hunches. Shiyet! Here are the times when I was able to grab my camera and shoot away.
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It's christmas once again and sooner or later you will see the streets of metro manila at it's busiest and the brightest. Since it is the season of giving, I am now organizing my christmas list for 2006 and afterwards join the bustle of the malling crowd.
First thing comes to mind: budget. I checked my account and money around my secret places and discovered I am low on funds!! oh my golay! Shiyeeeet! Therefore, I decided to do some scavenge and bargain hunting. I guess, it's not so bad, at least I get to have one last adventure this year!
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Speaking of christmas lists, every person has his/her own wishlist for this season(or every year for that matter). Therefore I decided to list my own lusts/desires for this year, just for the sole purpose of slyly hinting people on what I want to recieve without getting embarassed...hekhekhek...
November 18, 2006 was a momentous occasion for our family.
To my dismay, I wasn't able to take pictures of my sister's wedding because I was busy with a lot of stuff, besides the wedding coordinators harassing the Maid of Honor and I. So, I only got pictures of stuff mostly non-wedding related. But, I am using film so no chance for you top see the results now.
In that light, I would just like to share the blogs of their videographer and photographers. When it comes to what they do, they do it the best. I would just like to extend my thanks to them and all of their other suppliers for making their wedding extra special. It's SUPER guys!
Here are the links:
fotogra: Mimi and Karl--> Click me!
Videography: Threelogy.com--> Click me!
Just sharing a picture that I took during an office outing in Tagaytay.(because... wala lang!).
History:
The guy by the staircase has a notorious history of harassing the person by the benches and tables to death. Therefore, a very dubious shot of them.
The guy by the benches is somewhat my boss so... LAgot ako! hehehe. Although, he left and transferred to another better opportunity so I am a bit safe right unless I get hunted and impaled into the sidewalk with a wooden stake right up my ass.
